Well I'm freaking sleepy right now but just can't really bring myself to bed. I saw a damn huge cockroach in my room just now! When I decided to fight with it, it's gone. So I was asking QZ in msn just now, whether cockroaches can make themselves invisible or something. *Shrugs.
Well, I think I still have to catch some sleep in the end no matter what, worriedly.
Anyways, thanks all for the concern =).
The BBQ is kinda cancelled as I think I'll be too upset for that. ZY just received his enlistment letter 2 days back. And he's going NS on 12th June. Yes, freaking 12 of JUNE! And apparently he won't be out for the rest of the month. So, not only he'll miss whatever BBQ, he will miss my actual birthday as well. WELL DONE man, I seriously has nothing to say, because I can't blame him for that. I'll call myself SUAY WOMAN.
I know I still have my lovely friends to accompany me, but can don't make me to beg you to celebrate with me? I don't wish to appear so desperate. I hope I don't appear like I'm searching for friends only when I'm in deep shit. As you know, if you are close to me enough, you should know that I'm not that kinda boyfriend-oriented girl, right? RIGHT? RIGHT?! Please say yes. Just that we've already celebrated together for past 2 years, it's just the used-to-it feeling.
Now, I'm getting slightly worried about next year's birthday as I don't know what kinda crap is gonna happen again.
