SAD new year to me. Yes, I really really sad one.
On Friday morning, Mum asked me to cancel plans on 1st of Jan as we would be going to Malaysia to visit grandma. She was admitted to hospital last Saturday. I was quite shocked as she was so fine and looking great last weekend. Mum said grandma had some heart problems. From my understanding, grandma was all along quite healthy, only had diabetes that was all along under control. She had NEVER admit to hospital before, NEVER!
We reached the hospital in the noon. Grandma looked quite weak. She had no appetite to eat anything. But she was able to sit up, able to recognise us, able to chat with us. Her legs were cold. We helped her to massage. She looked sad. But she smiled to us. She told big aunt she may not survive soon, at most few months. She told mum and other aunts about the jewellery and money for them as if she's leaving us soon. She went through the tests and xrays since Saturday.
We left at about late afternoon. When in the car with my family, stuck in the big jam, aunt called. She said the reports were out and doctor said she's left with about 2 to 3 WEEKS! HOW CAN THAT BE POSSIBLE??? It all came too sudden! Neither of us could take it! We were all planning and discussing to spend more time with grandma. I told myself, I wish miracle could happen. I really wish the 2 to 3 weeks can be extended to 2 to 3 years, or at least months.
But it's too cruel to us!!! At about 10 plus in the evening just now, aunt called again. I heard my mum cried and screamed in the room. Grandma had passed away!!! WHY??????
They rushed down to Malaysia just now. I need to leave for Msia tomorrow and will only be back on Sunday or Monday.
I HATE 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
