Had project meeting again in the afternoon after lesson. Was really upset for a short while. I just brought up the issue about shifting the next project meeting from Thurs to Fri. I thought it would be good for all of us as we can take a rest on the public holiday, and it was SIMPLY just a suggestion. I didn't just suggest only for my own good(dear has arranged to meet up his friend already) okay? Not only about rejection but I just felt being badly shot down by my team mate. All of a sudden, the suggestion became a bad and selfish idea. The feeling was really terrible. I was on the verge of tears then. Good thing no one noticed, if not I'd probably breakdown right there and then. Never have I had such a feeling before when doing projects. Probably this explains why I'm always the quieter member in almost all meetings. Not that I didn't want to contribute, but it seems my suggestions are always bad bad bad.
Anyways, it's over already and she did apologise after a while. And maybe she's sick that made her so worked up then.*shrugs
DINNER TIME!
