Yesterday was first day of school. It was great to see familiar faces.
Until, to a point of time we have to decide on our group members. It was all along happily 6 in a group, but now we can only have 5. We were looking at one another, didn't know what to do, while the rest were waiting for us to make a decision. I felt really bad that time, really really terrible. Daniel had no choice but to vote himself out to join another group. None of us bear to part with him. I felt so unfair for him. I felt guilty. In comparison of any aspects, I seem to be more like the odd one of the group. Yet I did nothing. Reason being? I'm just too afraid and timid to vote myself out. Selfish? Maybe I was.
During the break. Though he's no longer in our group, he still contributed ideas and suggestions. Everytime he spoke, I felt a sense of guilt. Once again, terrible feeling. Couldn't bear it anymore, tears rushed out. I'm really sorry, both for him, and my group members.
