I am so TIRED today! Firstly, woke up early in the morning for work. After work, went to Lixin's house do the stupid ITA website, all the way till night, left at around 9pm just now. I was facing the computer for THE WHOLE DAY, even now. On top of that, still have to argue and quarrel with him. How much more tiring can life be seriously?
I knew it. I knew she just doesn't really like me, all along, ever since year one. I know I'm at fault in the first place(but I didn't really mean it), but I would feel better if she could have sounded nicer when telling me off. Crazy, you must think. How can a person sound nice when she's telling you off? But I know if it was any other people but me, she would just jokingly comment about him or her. And that person can just joke back. All I could do at that moment was just to fake a smile back to her. I felt so uncomfortable, yet I have no one to turn to. I know if I were to tell anyone, they would just say that I've been thinking too much. NOOOO, I can feel it, I know she doesn't like me, but I have no idea why, is it something I've said or done wrongly in the past? I really wish to know. I know I shouldn't get so bothered but she, or even, they, are classmates leh, people that I have to face almost everyday. If she was just a stranger or passerby, I won't even care.
*Sigh.
