Supposingly wanted to go out with the 2 of them, Jes and Regina tomorrow, my birthday eve, to at least gather and chat for a while. But I guess they are just to busy to keep me accompany. So I may just stay at home and rot after school, wait till evening. It's quite disappointing to hear that they were not as willing to go out. But forget it, not going to blame them at all.
Who likes to hear bad comments about yourself from others? It is hurtful to hear, especially from your loved ones. Repeating that you have no taste, no dress sense, and don't even know how to make yourself look presentable..bla bla bla. I admit I am lousy but I have been trying to change. At first said dress simple, makeup is ugly, no revealing clothes, now say dress more nicely, buy more nicer clothes. What the hell do you really want? So confusing and unpredictable!
