I'm so lonely...I have nobody~~~.
Not that lonely actually...just a little depressed. And I have no place to throw my sorrow. My diary is full of entries already. I need to get a new one soon...and I mean very soon. *Sigh.
I don't want to be a inconsiderate and unreasonable girlfriend. I just want to be a nice and understanding one. But the more I want to prove to be one, the more he thinks I'm being unreasonable. I don't wish to bother him when he's feeling sick and really need some rest. But I will still continue to think of him and miss him. At first said don't go and bother him, later said why couldn't just say I want to talk. I'm confused. I didn't want to further it and tried to end the call as soon as possible. He still can't feel that everything I've done was simply for his good. I'm such a loser. I just know how to cry. Forget it. I'm not trying to gain sympathy from anyone..NO.
I met quite a few people today. I met a few ex classmates. I met Shannon(Pri Sch friend, not close at all kind) at the bus stop on the way home. Till today then I know we live quite near each other. I am glad to meet old friends in poly, especially primary school friends, don't quite like poly life though.
I'm fine already...have almost forgotten about what had happened just now.
