I will always be so panicked whenever I can't reach him. I couldn't reach him just now. I sms-ed him, no response. I called his hp 3 times, time intervals in between, no one picked up. I didn't dare to call his house, afraid that I might wake or disturb his family. So lost, so worried. I told him to call me after he reached home. So I thought he hadn't reach yet. In the end, I had to msg Fadzly. And he finally called back immediately.
He was busy with his 'second wife'(com) again, too busy to even make a call or press a few keys on his hp. He doesn't know how worried I was. I was in tears again. He doesn't understand how important he is to me. As usual, he had to spend a few minutes to coax me to off my 'tap'. But it was just minutes okay? Not even 10 minutes! That's really kind of me.
I don't care le lah!!!!! Don't care about him anymore!!! No need to worry for him anymore!!! Who knows, maybe he has always been caring with his com much more than me!!! Why do I need to care so much for someone whom I don't even know if he still spares a thought for me??? I don't even know whether I have a place in his heart. Maybe...10%? And the other 90% will belong to his precious 'second wife'!!! See, he said he will call back 5 minutes later. Now, it's more than 10 mins le!!! HATE HIM!!!!!!!!
Enough, enough of him! Let's talk about my 1st day at Baby Surf =). Not too bad, other than reaching too early in the morning and waited for her for more than 15 minutes at MRT station. Joyce is really helpful, she was reminding and telling me the info right from the minute we met, all the way to the shop. Not finished yet, she continued until she was about to leave. Not all yet, she joted down all the things she said just in case I forget. =). Julia(the lady boss) reached in the noon, carrying bags of stock from Seiyu. I spent the whole afternoon counting, tearing and changing the tags, folding and putting the clothes respectively on the shelves. Was rather disappointed when I called and learnt that he was still in bed. It's kinda expected though. So I went to buy my lunch alone. On the way, I kept telling myself "C'mon girl, it's time for you to be independent. Stop relying on others..". It was already dinner time after I finished the stocks. Called him, surprised to hear that he would be coming after his trip to Sim Lim. It was around 6+ when I called him. Played Spider Solitaire to pass my time. I thought he came somewhere from Malaysia, reached when I was about to close shop. They walked all the way, that's why. Had my dinner while waiting for Joyce to come and collect back her key. Took cab home. Complaining and complaining. But after all, he missed his game training for me, just to send me home.
Oh yah!! Something to add on. There was this caucasian costomer buying a shirt, paying by VISA. I was swiping his card so many times but the machine got no reaction. I was so helpless, feeling so warm all over. I apologised a lot of times. Called Joyce and Julia. Thanks god, I made it at last, figured out the error myself. Luckily the costomer was patient enough. =)
