♥ Thursday, February 16, 2012 @ 11:58 PM
Should I say I'm silly, indecisive, busybody, finding trouble or all of the above? I just didn't want to see things turn out too ugly for everyone as we won't get to see each other as often anymore by the end of this week. But it seems pointless because some things done just can't be undone. And things that should have done earlier, can't be done already. All I can say is I tried my best. Not to favor anyone, just to make sure I live with no regrets.
I want to look forward (not backwards)!!!
♥ Friday, February 10, 2012 @ 6:34 PM
Been long since I last updated the column on the left. Spent a couple of hours just to edit the little things and am happy with it.
*Sigh. Totally no mood to complete that 6000-7000 words writeup!
♥ Wednesday, February 08, 2012 @ 11:44 PM
Whheeeehheeeeehheeeeeheeeee! I'm going to BKK again soon, in June! He was initially very against the idea of travelling after we came back from Taiwan because he said we have to save $$$ for our future home. Looks like BKK has become an at-least-once-a-year trip.
Oh speaking of which, we finally manage to get a pretty good looking queue number at Sunshine Gardens after donating 50 bucks of registration fee. *Hopeful* :)
And speaking of Taiwan, realise I didn't update about it after I was back. Am I that busy since school reopens? Hmmm. But of course, as expected, it was totally AWESOME! Definitely going back there again!
Alrights, instead of spending too much time getting excited about going overseas, I should think of how I should settle the final year report for Geography and other assignments which are all due in a week or so. :(
♥ Sunday, December 11, 2011 @ 8:11 PM
OMG OMG! Can't wait to fly to Taiwan!
Food, shopping, hot spring, beautiful scenery, countdown..an etc etc etc!
This feeling is totally different from the feeling when I was preparing for India!
FAST FORWARD TO 3 WEEKS LATER PLEASE!
Oh well, I hope my stomach feels 3 times better before I go. Had to surrender and go see the doctor 2 days ago. But the relief doctor was of no help >:( Didn't bother to ask much and seemed like he can't wait to get me out of the room. Yesterday I totally ignored the amount and kind of food going into my mouth. I just ate whatever was in front of me. Filet-o-fish, french fries, fried food, raw veggie, ice cream. HAHAHA it felt great! And I still survived in the end, because diarrhea has become daily routine to me ever since I was back.
Alrightsss! Back to search more on Taiwan stuff!
♥ Thursday, December 08, 2011 @ 8:31 PM
When will I ever win this battle with my stomach?!?
How I wish I can contact Dr Chatt right away and ask her:
SO WHERE CAN I GET THOSE THREE KINDS OF PILLS U GAVE ME IN INDIA???
But I think it's gonna end. With better mood today, it should be helpful to win the tummyache and headache :) I swear I must go gaigai tomorrow! I don't want to be a sick cat at home anymore!
Thanks for having him around me, so I always know what to do next.
Thanks for the message last night, it really touched me and made my night.
Gosh, stop being so emo, for goodness sake! -.-
♥ Wednesday, December 07, 2011 @ 11:47 PM
I'm back from India! And I survived (though with wounds on legs and unwell in the stomach and in the heart)! So he said I didn't really "survive" well, which prove him right for being unable to take good care of myself :/ Well, at least I came back in one piece, alive and kicking.
Anyways, this trip is definitely an unforgettable one, not as expected kind of unforgettable, but still it is. There were of course many fun moments with friends. Occasionally, people might regard me as the party pooper for being unwell and appeared so sick. Sorry for that, I didn't wish to!
It was FULL of ups and downs, so much that I couldn't take it sometimes and had no choice but to break down totally. First few days were fine. Only until PMS caused mood swings, too much thoughts running through my mind and things seemed to turn out bad between people on top of the unwell in my stomach, the only way to face problems was tears. I felt simply helpless at times and started to get homesick. Well, you can say how weak I was. I didn't expect myself to be so weak too and it made me really angry with myself! I didn't want to be the the center of attraction that caused trouble for Dr Chatt and held back everyone's time. Although no one will know about this, I still want to say:
I AM REALLY SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE CAUSED TO EVERYONE AND I TRULY APPRECIATE EVERY WORD OF CARE AND CONCERN FROM DCFC, REALLY.
And I'm so glad I'm back to my comfort zone, where I can rely on parents and boyfriend without fear. They are my pillar of support :) It is just so heart warming to know my dirty laundry are all washed and dried when I woke up in the afternoon. <3 I also feel super loved when I can just rant and grumble to him about my pain, unhappiness and everything will be nicely done for me after that, leaving me with no worries. <3
Friendship, something I treasure just as much as kinship and relationship. Through this trip, it's disappointing to realise how vulnerable and weak it can be. Maybe my thoughts went way too negative. Maybe it isn't as bad afterall to realise some things only now. Maybe maybe...
♥ Friday, November 25, 2011 @ 7:13 PM
Gosh! I'm flying in about 7 hours time, leaving house in about 3 hours time! This is the first time I'm going overseas without parents nor boyfriend. So there's quite a bit of jitters and mixed feelings. But everything should be fine with my friends and tutor around. India..I'm coming!
And because I'm not going with him, it also made him a little worried, or maybe slightly more than a little. And also caused him to treat me so well yesterday. Went to eat Santouka Ramen @ The Central before going to catch You are the Apple of my Eye. Yup, him being him, actually decided to accompany me to watch a Chinese movie, is a form of treating me good too. partly because it's well raved by many I guess.
So, caught You are the Apple of my Eye, which has been raved by many people lately, was indeed quite a not bad movie. Especially when I was watching with someone who spent part of my wonderful secondary school days, the feeling was even more 溫心.
人们常说以后结婚的对象，往往不是自己最喜欢的人。但我还是希望自己是少数的例外。
Alright! I need to do last min prep!
